Evolution – Mothers #1

 

The start of a new series on Motherhood.

Evolution - Mothers #1

Hard Moms

I always feel very sad when I hear from someone who had a mother that did not care for them as they deserved.  I am not talking about moms that are a bit too controlling or a bit too demanding. I am talking about moms who abandon and abuse.  It’s just really, really sad when I hear those memories come out.

Luckily it does seem they are in the minority. Most of those I know are very grateful for their mothers and what they did for them, even when there are shortcomings in them that cause hardship for us.  I had that with my mother. She was an alcoholic and wasted many good years in a fog of liquor.  But she became and stayed sober for 15 years before her death and that made a huge difference in the redemption our family had together.  There is nothing quite as sweet as a family rebuilt and restored.

Emotional Hands

We read the quote above and look at the illustration and it seems to be about physical limitations.  But what about all the emotional and psychological hands a mother needs? How many of those hands does one have available?  It becomes a lot more complicated when we realize it’s not just about if they can do all the activities they need to do, but about all the emotional personas they have to deal with and be.  It isn’t easy being a mom.

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Drawing and commentary © 2014 by Marty Coleman

Quote by Milton Berle, 1908-2002, American comedian

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Could Be, Maybe, Might-Have-Been, Are – Optimism/Pessimism#4

optimist #4

As I mentioned earlier this week my first one-person exhibition of my art work in 20 years is now up.  My last one-person show was at Smith Gallery on the UC Santa Cruz campus in 1991.  I moved to Oklahoma in 1994 and gave up being an exhibiting artist for a while.  My first piece in a show in Oklahoma was at Apertures Gallery in 2005, 11 years after moving here.

What that means is that most of my exhibiting art life I have been a ‘could-be’.  Sometimes I have been an ‘are’.  For while there I thought I was a ‘has-been’ wondering about my ‘might-have-beens’.  What I am glad about though is no matter what happens in the future I will never be a ‘never-was’.

There is one, and only one reason, I won’t be a ‘never-was’. Because I made the effort to make something happen.  I made that effort again and again and again.  I took advantage,  I networked, I got things in on deadline , I paid attention and I woke up each morning willing to do it again. Most of all, more important that any other thing, is I kept doing the work.  All the time, any time, I did the work.

It doesn’t matter if I spend most of my time as an ‘are’ – well known with accolades and money, or most of my time as a ‘could-be’, hoping for those things and the opportunities it brings.  What matters is that I did the work. The work is what guarantees I won’t be a ‘never-was’.

Are you doing your work?

Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman, an artist with an exhibition up at Living Arts of Tulsa until Jan. 26th. You should go see it.

Quote by Milton Berle, a funny man.